I wish that I could hate you, my baby

The colors are fading outIs it quiet where you′re sleeping?

Your records, my empty house

I wish I knew what you were feeling

Fighting every instinct while you hold your pride (pride)

Back to the beginning, it swallows my mind

You're all that I think about

I even see you when I′m dreaming

I wish that I could hate you, my baby

I wish that when I left, you'd have chased me

I didn't wanna change, but you made me

Now you′re telling all your friends that I′m crazy

Hard to believe that you ever really loved me

I made believe that you cared when you touched me

I know I'll be movin′ on in slow motion

I've never been good with words

But you didn′t try to listen

Could call, but I won't be the first

To remind you what you′re missin'

Fighting every instinct while you hold your pride (pride)

Back to the beginning, it swallows my mind

You never learned how to hurt

But I didn't try to fix it

I wish that I could hate you, my baby

I wish that when I left, you′d have chased me

I didn′t wanna change, but you made me

Now you're telling all your friends that I′m crazy

Hard to believe that you ever really loved me

I made believe that you cared when you touched me

I know I'll be movin′ on in slow motion

(I wish that I could hate you, my baby)

I need you more when you're not around, not around

Maybe I crave the way you let me down, let me down

I think I want you more than I need ya

Avoid the places I see ya

Killing me slow, killing me slowly

I wish that I could hate you, my baby

I wish that when I left, you′d've chased me

I didn't wanna change, but you made me

Now you′re telling all your friends that I′m crazy

Hard to believe that you ever really loved me

I made believe that you cared when you touched me

I know I'll be movin′ on in slow motion