If you only knew

How scared I was to tell you

Built it up so much in my head that I let you downIf you only knew

The pain I put my heart through

Living a lie for a life can be tiring

So I choose the truth

But you would say

Keep it on the low

Nobody needs to know

They might not see you the same

But I′m too far gone

I know what I want

I know just who I am

Now I'm free

Now I′m free

There's no way you can tell me who I'm supposed to be

See now I′m free

Now I′m free (free, free)

Oh, what a feeling

Oh, what a fucking relief

If you only knew

For years I was so confused

Pushed it right to the back of my head

But always knew what it meant (yeah)

I was the deepest blue

My strings wandered out of tune

Couldn't see the wood from the trees

Yeah, I didn′t know what to do

But you would say

Keep it on the low

Nobody needs to know

They might not see you the same

But I'm too far gone

I know what I want

I know just who I am

See, now I′m free

Now I'm free (free, free)

There′s no way you can tell me who I'm supposed to be

See now I'm free

Now I′m free (free, free)

Oh, what a feeling

Oh, what a fucking relief

′Cause now I'm free