Can′t go back and change the beginning but you can start where you are and change the ending

No matter who you are you can start repenting

Even if that phone bill with god is mad expensiveIt's better than these demons in my head, they′re mad vicious

Evil and horribly malicious

What I do from here on out is morally intended

And the realness said up in the booth Is normally intended

What I've said before I hope I am honestly forgiven

Even if you're unforgiving

Even if you can′t forget it

Know I probably regret it

But here I am now tryna debt it

But I can′t pay it with a debit

Definitely can't put it towards credit

Sorry couldn′t cut it if a diamond would've said it

I just hope you understand I′m tryna send a message

But you probably haven't got it because we′re so disconnected

You the type to try and fight love when it comes in your direction

You're the type to only see your own perspective

Breaks my heart to know that yours is broken

Tried to hold you down but you were used to floating

I tried to love you, you weren't used to feeling emotions

Left me feeling like a bouy In the middle of the ocean

Seasick mmm

Seasick mmm

Seasick

Mmm, yeah I′m

Seasick

Aye but who am I to jeopardize my own life

For someone that isn′t even worth it in my own eyes

How do I even take the time to set aside time to be more conscious of going through my mind

When I've been surrounded by a field full of mines

I turned blind, when it was full of signs of gradual decline

I must′ve been dumb to think that you were mine

Attachment and possession is all a figment of your imagination

It's kinda funny how I was even in it for the love just the pussy

Yeah it′s true you played yourself and myself

Congratulations, you won, at least this round

But don't forget I′m still the mother fucker that's gonna run this town

When it came to putting a bullet in my head, I missed it

Only cause I understand my mission

And I can't go back and change the beginning but I can start where I am now and make a new ending

No matter who you are you can start repenting

Even if that phone bill with God is mad expensive

It′s better than these demons in my head they′re mad vicious

Evil and horribly malicious

What I do from here out is morally intended

The realness said up in the booth is normally intended