Why is life so hard where I can′t see somebody

Why is life so hard, I always need somebody

Why is life so hard where we go different ways as soon as I gain feelings or even meet somebodyI know a couple situations happened recently

Where people turned their back and had the decency

To make me out as the bad guy when I do something that's best for me

But never have a conversation or come meet with me

But actually bro I′m chilling leisurely

I dont care at all, you can go ahead and me be mean to me

This just high school drama that happens frequently

But I avoid it, got dreams to seek and take the path god breeds for me

So B is me, now tbt, I grew up watching DVD's

Just being me and chillin as a kid who's now at the CV

I don′t get A′s, just BCD's, I like to rap, it′s easy E

F it school, don't need degrees or GED′s, to be unique

So HIJ and aye okay (K), I need critiqued

To be complete, and make the LMNOP's you see

But I just leave it be

And God is real bro he′s for me and now I'm praying Jesus please

That my cues (Q) are (R) es(S)timated based off how you're leading me

And after that is TUV

Now thoughts of K, I need to see

Right now I want double you (W), no ex (X) around, I need released

But why (Y) you getting mad at that, I need some peace, some Z′s and sleep

I know cause you are sending letters that you wanna be with me

Sorry this not a catchy song you wanna playback

People just like songs that break the stage fast

But I just need a song real quick to state facts

I literally used to the whole alphabet to explain that

So face facts, you are down south writing a new chapter

I would have done things differently if I had knew faster

What life would actually be like without you captured

How bout I explain using letters going through backwards

So flashback to one easy week, look at the flash you see a Z

Y don′t you go check the flash, a backwards Z just like this scheme

So anyways, I am over my X like in AGT

Caught a dub (W) and came on vaca, hoping for an easy week

Made a V, said see ya, peace, and out I went for you (U) to meet

I need a T cause technically I didn't go for you to see

Es(S)timated time to Florida was long cause Allegiant′s cheap

12 hours later, we are (R) there

I'm tired and I need some sleep

Cued (Q) my alarm for 9:15, I slept up in a sqeaky queen

Woke up and I need to pee (P), an Em (NM) track that′s on 3 repeats

I chill a bit, watched PSU lose 28-17

They took the L, but I didn't as soon as I met you this week

Okay (K) than I, fast forward and then the day went by

No Jays (J) on feet, amazing sky, it was about 5:15

We were in line for the bus, the eye (I) contact with you was brief

H cause how could I ask for you to end up right next to me,

Geez (G) Louis, this was great but F the stairs you need (E) a seat

But then you starting whispering, I made a colon plus a D

And well you see (C), you asked me for my snap and then I felt relief

But then we stopped, and we went off, I wondered just how it would be (B)

But I am thankful cause you′re great, but what A week it's been for me

Is this a concept or a song with simple schemes

Or is it true and something that I did this week

Well I won't say, you should just listen and see

Sorry this not a catchy song you wanna playback

People just like songs that break the stage fast

But I just need a song real quick to state facts

I literally used to the whole alphabet to explain that

So face facts, you are down south writing a new chapter

I would have done things differently if I had knew faster

What life would actually be like without you captured

I just told you my week, every letter forwards and then backwards

It′s B

Miss you