Problems I try escape

Making excuses today is just not my day

Put up defenses think it will all blow overWhile it′s sending chills on my shoulder

Hold the same baggage I'll solve it when I′m older

Let it freeze in the winter the air never felt more colder

Only way to end it is to face it I know I must

I'm Letting all the worries sit by the window collecting dust

Jaded all day

Forgetting the purpose

Obstacles in my way

Let the issues live rent free I low key think I love it

Already and I know it ain't the worst of it

Mind Battlefield be jujutsu Kaisen cause of all the curses I fight

The verses I write are the weapons I keep on my side

Banana peel got me slipping everytime I′m down to ride

Attention falling off like I′m driving on rainbow road

Ignoring the warnings In a snowstorm without a coat

I loathe myself every time I'm not confident

Dealing with that weight for so long Now I′m letting go of it

Tired of the fuck shit

That made it hard to function

Slowly I am improving

But still too fast at drawing conclusions

In a snow globe of my own

Waiting for somebody to enter my world before im gone

Problems I try escape

Making excuses today is just not my day

Put up defenses think it will all blow over

While it's sending chills on my shoulder

Hold the same baggage I′ll solve it when I'm older

Let it freeze in the winter the air never felt more colder

Only way to end it is to face it I know I must

I′m Letting all the worries sit by the window collecting dust

Anxious

Cause talking about myself feels pretentious

And every step I take heightens my senses

Feel like the journey to my goals is forever endless

Take a step forward it's never big enough

I'm an anime mc I use my pain to power up

Even when I′m blind still got my footing Like kenshi

Deflecting the bullshit life sends me like genji

Spent so much time making beats I know it′s not luck

Still worry if the lucid dreaming will turn to dust

Got the life jackets for if my thoughts get shipwrecked

Take a deep breath I've Been there I did that

Doesn′t stop the tornado inside my head it's been hurling cars

They say I′m out this world cause I'm always shooting for the stars

I see things with too many different lenses

Too Empathetic say I′ll do it myself I can't help it

Don't leave me alone

Someone hit up my phone before it′s all said and done

Problems I try escape

Making excuses today is just not my day

Put up defenses think it will all blow over

While it′s sending chills on my shoulder

Hold the same baggage I'll solve it when I′m older

Let it freeze in the winter the air never felt more colder

Only way to end it is to face it I know I must

I'm Letting all the worries sit by the window collecting dust yeah