Growin′ up I never had a lot of money

I never had a phone, always was a little hungry

Used to find it hard to sleep when I could hear my mother sobbingI was ten back then

I didn't have a room, had to buy used shoes

I hid behind tunes to avoid abuse

And every time I fell I would blame it on myself

Even if it was an accident

Maybe it′s not what I want

Oh, I've seen better days, and the moment fucking sucks

But I'll be damned if I don′t stop

And honestly, why not when nobody gives a fuck?

But sometimes I just can′t help myself

I want to give up trying and start doing something else

Sometimes I just get overwhelmed

I know it's in my mind but I think I need some help

′Cause sometimes I just can't help myself

I was an outcast

Thrown out to dry and get laughed at

Too shy to talk about home

I always thought life was supposed to be cold

Oh, I′ve been so lost without hope

I got a window in my head, it's a casket

You know I be wishing I was dead, but I mask it

Maybe it′s not what I want

Oh I've seen better days, and the moment fucking sucks

But I'll be damned if I don′t stop

And honestly why not when nobody gives a fuck?

But sometimes I just can′t help myself

I want to give up trying and start doing something else

Sometimes I just get overwhelmed

I know it's in my mind but I think I need some help

Because it′s all I know

My hand's around my throat

Pray that I won′t let go this time around

But every single time I try to shut my eyes

I see the reason why I'm not alone

But sometimes I just can′t

But sometimes I just can't help myself

I want to give up trying and start doing something else

Sometimes I just get overwhelmed

I know it's in my mind but I think I need some help

Sometimes I just can′t help myself