i want to find the water

that will wash the whole damned slate clean

break down

break up

we sleep in what we create

right now - i'm living so much hate

right here - my sins have all been paid

to you

your friends

and for your sake

i feel dirty and

so depraved

my knees have bled

to hold you here

but now i've lost the taste

for lies force fed as time well spent

right now - i'm living so much hate

right here - my sins have all been paid

to you

your friends

and for your sake

i feel dirty and

so depraved

and if another angel

says just grin and bear it

i might be forced

to smash it's head

against a wall

and never sin again

and if another angel

says just grin and bear it

i might be forced

to smash it's fucking head

against a wall

and never sin again

against myself and trust in anyone

write me off for suffering

it's a joke

i give up