Boosie bad here

And I never thought in a million years man

This motherfucking pain I lay in this motherfucking townLike the more I get

The more the shit I didn′t even know of

I finally moved out my momma house

Got a happy home

Only thing fucked up, Daddy gone (gone forever mane)

Listen up, this is real shit (real shit)

It's fucked up when u got nobody to share it with (fucked up)

Give my last, so my grandma can see me now (see me now)

Smilin′ tellin' everybody bout her grandbaby (her grandbaby)

T-Lady, hold on, all I got is you (mama)

It's fucked up what I done put me and my mama through

What′s happenin′ Ivey I know you lookin' down watchin′ me

Every day I got your kids fresh from head to feet (all of 'em)

Wish I can put you in the Bentley with the brown rug

I wish we never would′ve went out to that club

On the road to riches mane lost a flock of niggas

D Pitcha Decky Boy a whole flock of niggas

Niggas bite the hand that feed 'em, I done seen it all

Just got a call... Slo dead... Not my fuckin′ dawg

I never thought this pain last this many years

So when the truckers blow and the thunder roars and it all just fades away

I... I never thought this pain last this many years

Still in tears (uhm)

I never thought this pain last this many years (it all just fades away)

I lost my daddy in a heartbeat

Real talk, eyes turnin' white in front me (fuck that)

Ever since I saw that shit... it hunt me

Pray for me 'cause I shake in my fuckin′ sleep

Wish I could gamble with Decky Boy shoot fa 50 nigga

I shoulda put him under my wing and I miss him nigga

I told Titus way back, stop ridin′ with ya pack

He ain't listen

And now my nigga right back in penitentiary (he don′t listen)

I lost Ivey and it fucked me up

My whole life changed

Nigga put me up in beast mode

My heart cold

And as the years roll

I wish that he could have everything I got

And a lil' mo′

Ya kids love me nigga

My kids and yo kids call each other sisters and brothers

You forever my lil' hustla

Just saw yo gangsta at the car lot nigga and a tear dropped nigga

I never thought this pain last this many years

So when the truckers blow and the thunder roars and it all just fades away

I... I never thought this pain last this many years

Still in tears

I... I never thought this pain last this many years

Seem like it was yesterday

The mo money I get this shit hurt

I thought that would take the stress away

Can see u smilin′ with yo chain countin' money nigga

When Trina pulled you on the stage, you was stuntin' nigga

But through it all mane you know how we rock nigga

From the yolk to the block to the hospital

Never again would I have another big dawg

But ya mama and kids I got ′em all, but I

I never thought this pain last this many years

I′ma sent it out to the clothes that close that love

Everybody loyal

I... I never thought this pain last this many years

Still in tears

I... I never thought this pain last this many years

But you hate