I don′t know what to do

I don't know where to go

Back to back and I′m losing track

Wakin' up and I'm feeling trapped

I hate the world I must admit

Moved around but I′ll never fit

Job to job they pay shit

Day by day for a paycheck

That′s how I live you'd imagine

All the dumb shit I′m about to do

Imma get diapers imma promise you

Late nights they take a toll

Run a bump now I'm feelin′ woke

Baby cries from another room

I suck at this when supporting you

Where's the help when you need the most

She growing up

Can′t buy her clothes

My sons humble

I think he knows

Why his pants don't fit and his dollar shoes

Fall apart from the bottom soles

Pray to god that he gives me strength

To stand up and man up

But I'm dead inside like a phantom

I hate to feel cause it′s random

I′m hot today but I'm cold tomorrow

I′ll hold it down but I'll fall in spiral

Days and nights they′re blending in

Have the same thoughts that I'm ending in

Suicide or I feel deprived so tell me why what′s the reason that

I don't know what to do

I don't know where to go

I′ve been gone I feel so alone

Someone come and save me from this heavy load

I don′t know what to do

I don't know where to go

I′ve been gone I feel so alone

Someone come and save me from this heavy load

I'm depressed don′t be Surprised

Nothings left and I can not rise

I thought I knew what it be like

Growin' up and you full of pride

House hold with kids and wife

White fence you know the type

I lost it all that was quick tho

No new chance no free throw

I question life and my purpose

Lose track of my focus

Anxiety man it′ll come and go

Don't close the doors my truth will show

Dreams of death and that pleasant sleep

If I'm off tonight let′s be honest please

You won′t hear this or remember me

So take me away from this agony

I don't know what to do

I don′t know where to go

I've been gone I feel so alone

Someone come and save me from this heavy load

I don′t know what to do

I don't know where to go

I′ve been gone I feel so alone

Someone come and save me from this heavy load

I hate the fact that I've been divorced

22 and my life reversed

Loved her she didn't love me back

Full of lies can′t handle that

No love can′t Interact

Tell me why how to move on

No hate just good thoughts

Life sucks what a slogan

Say it loud when I'm hopeless

I pray to god I see better days

Months pass I see nothing change and

This house of mine has emptiness

Lost friends they were envious

My pockets swell but they had holes cause

I lost it all to these dam courts

I don′t know what to do

I don't know where to go

I′ve been gone I feel so alone

Someone come and save me from this heavy load

I don't know what to do

I don′t know where to go

I've been gone I feel so alone

Someone come and save me from this heavy load