My mind wonders as I'm trying not to fall in love with you 'Cause everytime I

awake I ponder on my mistakes of what I said, it is always my esteem that I

sure lose playing those stupid games that I always end up chasing you

I can't help myself anymore

rehearsing my thoughts as i'm too scared to come to your door

I pushed it all aside just to stand next to you

But now you won't talk to me for something that I didn't do

It's not gonna work..

And i'm trying not to think of you

I'm all confused as I think of the things that I would do

I'm all shook up as I get all nervous inside

My emotions are something that I will always hide my ways