I've got this window in my house

Knows me better than I know myself

Could probably charge me $150 an

Hour for all the heavy shit I poor out

I get these voices in my brain

Feels like I'm part of a new strain

I get the stubborn "stupid and useless"

You get the heavy shit I poor out

So here I am trynna figure where it all went wrong

Feel like a ghost in my own damn home

Starting to wonder how I got so numb to this heavy shit I poor out

Bottoming bottles in the mirror when I'm on my own

Feel like I'm lost in my own damn bones

Can someone tell me how I got so numb to this heavy shit I poor out

They tell me "well this is all part of life you see, "

But the world keeps circling 'round me

No, can't seem to stop being so hard on myself

Hence all the shit I poor out

Still haven't found what I'm looking for

No, all of these people keep closing doors

They tell me "You can't keep holding all this

Shit to yourself, go find a way to let it poor out."

So here I am trynna figure where it all went wrong

Feel like a ghost in my own damn home

Starting to wonder how I got so numb to this heavy shit I poor out

Bottoming bottles in the mirror when I'm on my own

Feel like I'm lost in my own damn bones

Can someone tell me how I got so numb to this heavy shit I poor out

So here I am

So here I am like a ghost in my own home again

With this heavy shit I poor out

So come on let it poor out

All the heavy shit I poor out

Let it poor out

All the heavy shit I poor out

So here I am trynna figure where it all went wrong

Feel like a ghost in my own damn home

Starting to wonder how I got so numb to this heavy shit I poor out

Bottoming bottles in the mirror when I'm on my own

Feel like I'm lost in my own damn bones

Can someone tell me how I got so numb to this heavy shit I poor out

So here I am

So here I am

So here I am

Can someone tell me how I got so numb to this heavy shit I poor out

So here I am

So here I am

So here I am

Can someone tell me how I got so numb to this heavy shit I poor out