(Nina be nice

Look at this Yomp, look at this Yomp

Oh Nina, hiYes I see you too)

(This one isn′t gonna be easy

Sorry, sorry)

Oh, Mariana, Mariana, Mariana (Bitch)

What have you reduced me to, a cross with no stigmata

What happens to a novel that rejects its very author

Oh God Mariana, I'm not Mariana

Go swim Mariana, let the sea hold no wonders

I′ll sit here painting pictures of discomfort

In utero (Butter)

Utter words another world unfurls

Go find it Mariana, I do not hold grudges

I like it rough but I'm smooth like butter

I like me in pain, I like you in comfort

I'm confused cause

Every time she swoons I shudder

I′m consumed like

Even with a spoon I cut her

I like butterfly knives in my stomach

Getting gutted

I like palpable tension, let me cut it

I′ll find the word

Kill a cigarette on my stomach

I like the burn

Don't smoke around me, I′ll touch it

Can't fight the urge

I like to learn teach me the unknowable

Each person knows something they won′t show to you

Tell me something painful in return I'll dote on you

I′ll make your toes curl up so much they're opposable

Masochism isn't what you thought it is

I like pain, but it depends on who causes it

I can′t cut, I get sick at the thought of it

Too much fire in hell to just water it

I like burning affirmations in my skin

It turns me on

But I heard that masturbation is a sin

So jerk me off

Only little time before death, la petite mort

Hurry on, death ain′t heaven just because you worship god

Oh, Mariana without you winter's a sauna

Oh, Mariana without you I burn hotter

Oh oh, Mariana without you I′m still breathing

Oh God Mariana without you it's nirvana

Just beat on me

Eat off me

Sleep with me

Bleed me out

Speak in tongues to me

Fuck it, cheat on me

I′ve seen it all

Rape me if you want

Tape me to your wall

Fuck it, masturbate to me

Sticky fingers, rosy palms and all

(That sounds like the worst possible thing you could do)

BDSM don't do it for me

Cutting my wrists don′t do it for me

Punching my fists into walls like angry white boys

Who are mad at their moms won't do it for me

I'll feel comfortable in my body when pigs fly

From the cradle to the grave, but I dig mine

I feel like so much more than this body, my skin lies

Something′s dying to spill out of me, in time

I like it rough but I′m smooth like butter

I'm usually smooth with my words but with you I stutter

I really love to feel pain and with you I suffer

I already liked it rough, now it′s two times rougher

I like me in pain, I'll give you my pleasure

I like me in rain, you take the blue sky weather

I, I, I think I′ve changed from a human into a specter

Or I think I've changed from a human into a texture

Or I think I′ve changed from a color into a spectrum

Yellow doesn't do it for me anymore, it's the reflection

Now I′ve gone and got ahead of myself, all ties severed

Now I think I′ve changed from your pain to my pleasure

But, how can I ever learn to crawl, crawling back

How can I ever learn to walk walking on eggshells and glass

How can I ever learn to talk when I'm taught to hold my tongue

Can you ever learn to love if your whole life you receive none

I dream of dropping the future at the feet of my son

If I never have one, become obsolete and die young

Shoot a blank in my temple, in there′s a photo

Sabali yonkote, sabali kiye, ni kêra môgô

(Oh no)

I wash away a stain, it remains

Something in the way you refrain

Somehow the refrain sounds the same as the verse but the chorus got lost in the rain

(What a shame)

BDSM don't do it for me

Cutting my wrists don′t do it for me

Punching my fists into walls like angry white boys

Who are mad at their mom's won′t do it for me

How long can I carry this weight

I need something to replace you

So I'll marry this hate

I hate that you brought me to a place where I can hate

Go on, take a look at yourself what if I had done the same, Mariana

Mariana, Mariana, Mariana

If you can't handle this pain then you at least deserve the somber

Oh God Mariana, Mariana, Mariana

We′re forever tied together

Let′s bask in the trauma

Mariana

My nigga Cameron 6 foot 6

His body shaped like a Pixie Stick

That don't mean he can′t steal your bitch, with his dick

He bout to shove it in her guts, jam it up and shit

(I need to know what time you're going to be at my mom′s house to drop off my laptop I've called fucking 5 times, can you please just let me know. Jesus Christ)