It is febuary 1998,

with too many mindless bodies,

walking the face of the planet,

and too many mindfull bodies,

without enough motivation,

to do anything constructive with their lives,

i despise these people,

in a way i can not verbally express,

my hatred for humanity

has reached an all time high,

i believe i am a higher power

and a greater being,

than our all too common society,

Lately i have asked myself

should i concede defeat

and conform to our commercialist society,

surely it would make my life

on this world easier to bear,

but when i get near my lowest moments,

i remember...

Why, i hate the world,

and everything, that is inside,

i remember why, that i despise

everything that is not i.