Again I shake,

Fighting these sick feelings.

I don't understand.

Why I've allowed these weaknesses,

These feelings, this confusement...

I'm so lonely and alone

Yet I never felt so alive.

The suicidal thoughts that haunt me

Are leaving me and opening up my eyes.

Another tear,

As my feelings fluctuate,

I discriminate myself,

For a feeling I know I can't control.

I'm falling...

There's something 'bout your smile.

I know I can't explain.

You're eyes tell me secrets.

Where no lies can ever be.

I'm not lonely or alone

And I never felt so alive.

The suicidal thoughts that haunt me

Are leaving me and you've opened up my eyes.

Can you remember?

When I said I'm scared of you

That's because

I now know I can move on