I don't always do what I should

But I do what I gotta do

When you've been at the bottom, you see the hunger inside of you

Don't say what you won't do

'Cause it can all change

When the going gets tough it'll drive you insane

See I done dodged a couple shots

Served a couple blocks

Hit a couple corners tryna shake a couple cops

I broke a couple rules

Ain't graduate from school

'Cause I was busy hustling, man,

I thought that shit was cool

See I gotta keep it real with you baby

'Cause the shit I used to do is what made me

And I'm hoping I ain't gotta go back to the trap

'Cause we really know that we don't want that

But if I don't make it home tonight

Tell my mama that I love her

Leave some flowers for my brother

Girl I love ya

But if I don't make it home tonight

Take some money to my sister

I don't ever want her chasing after niggas

'Cause where I'm from

Niggas outchea dying every day

And they ain't no bad, they just tryna make a way

And I ain't no different

So if I get missing

These are my last wishes

I hope you get them right

Girl if I don't make it home tonight

I know it's harsh

But this is how I feel, girl it's coming from the heart

I hope it doesn't end the way it had to start

'Cause it started out bad but I made it this far

But everyone ain't tryna see me make it

Or they only wanna see me win so they can take it

'Cause I know it's hard to find a job

So niggas kill and rob

There's a chance that I won't make it here tomorrow

Being honest

Would you miss me? Would you miss me?

Would you walk up to my casket? Would you kiss me?

My life is schizophrenic, I'm just tryna stay sane

Pour a cup full, hope it take away the pain

I said you know I I I I came from the projects, nigga

Don't care if it kill me, I die, won't stay in them projects nigga

You know I'm fresh as a motherfucker, in case that I die tonight

Got a lot on my mind, you know that I'm high tonight

I left that black Hublot at home

So really I don't got the time

My nigga got power quarter, heard that he dropped the dime

Failure's no option nigga, you out of yo fucking mind

Risked my life and my freedom for it

So ain't none of you stopping my