Typical of me to go and ruin the party

Everybody says they love me, but I′m still brokenhearted

They call me Polly Pessimism, I'm a ma-macabre Barbie (I love you)

My boyfriend wants to love me, but I won′t let him

I've been predisposed to trauma since I was 11

So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression

I hate that I'm so

Self-deprecating, more comfortable in bad situations

Sucker for a little devastation

And this always happens

Panic attacks in paradise

Piña coladas, I′m terrified

I swear I′m not cryin', the sun′s just bright

I'm havin′ the best time of my life

Panic attacks in paradise

Hyperventilating under candy skies

Tellin' myself that this is fine

I′m havin' the best time of my life

It's a big joke

Ha ha, I love laughin′

It′s a big hoax

Your self-help happy

'Cause I′m okay

I'm pure propane

On an open flame

Watch me blow up

My boyfriend wants to love me but I won′t let him

I've been predisposed to trauma since I was 11

So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression

I hate that I′m so

Self-deprecating, more comfortable in bad situations

Sucker for a little devastation

And this always happens

Panic attacks in paradise

Piña coladas, I'm terrified

I swear I'm not cryin′, the sun′s just bright

I'm havin′ the best time of my life

Panic attacks in paradise

Hyperventilating under candy skies

Tellin' myself that this is fine

I′m havin' the best time of my life