Album Cover Mere Jazbaat

Mere Jazbaat

AshishC\47™

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I picked up a pen, penned few verses long

Never knew it when it ended up a song

Believe me then I knew I wasn′t wrongThis feeling inside remained too strong

Venturing outside my comfort zone

Insecurity piling up, won't be shown

I′m not the one fighting for the throne

CN47 here, hustling alone

You did me so bad felt like a Heimlich Maneuver

Could have happened later but it all happened too sooner

Truth popped out when you said man it is all over

It hit me hard like a drunk as fuck hangover

I was thirteen when I felt

I want to get into this field

Music is where I confided

My feelings in need

Met few boys, formed a band

Felt surreal indeed

Thinking this would last forever

But I could never succeed

I'm the man that does not

Resort to violence

But you better watch out

You exhort my silence

While I make some sense

A counter transference

I ain't no actor

This ain′t no pretence

Chaar saal pehle se shuru hua ek phase,

Turning point sa lagne laga in many different ways.

Didn′t know what to do, such bad were those days

Yeh rap ek kahani lage jaise Dino James

Two Thousand Sixteen, Fantasies Nirvana

Kaam tha mera bas ek stage pe machaana

Mila MC Benn ko, kiya humne jamm

Duet sun Emiway aur Dino bole damn!

Underground scene Hip-Hop ka mujhe samjha

Andar se awaaz ayi boli Ashish tham ja

Scene me mat ghus, tu uske kaabil nahi

Chod diya beatboxing laga zarurat nahi

Yeh andar ki awaaz ne mujhe kyu tab roka

Self confidence kehte isse jisne mujhe toka

Manta hu main Saari thi meri galti

Zarurat thi par tab woh kidhar thi?

Yaad hai mujhe 6 saal pehle

Maine kisiko toh vada diya zindagi bhar saath rehne

Bohat koshish ki par behak gaya bachpane mein

Thoda zyada waqt laga mujhe meri sach paane mein

Maafi mangna chaha maine likhe chaar gaane

Kudhko samjhane chala ki der hua thoda samajh aane

Nahi bol paya tumse ki kitna bada dhoka hain

Yeh andar ki awaaz ne kyu firse mujhe roka

Naseeb mere haath main ki dost mere sath hain

Zindagi me khush kyunki mere Maa-Baap ka haath hain

Badi meri behen meri sabse badi fan hain

Pichla gana likha mene redbull ke can pe

Tum yeh gana ab tak sun rahe ho toh

Saha dhanywaad mere dil se hain tum ko toh

Dheere dheere samjha raha likhne ka tareeka main

Nahi hoon woh ladka nalayak kahin ka main

Mere jazbaaton ki me baat kya karu?

Thoda aage badhne laga par me fir se daru

Samajh nahi ata kya me karu naa karu

Kudh ki shakal dekh aine me main zoro se hasu

Yeh hasi me fasi hai

Meri zindagi basi hai

Yeh waqt kaunsi hai

Yaha baatein ankahee hain

Meri baatein unsuni hain

Nukkad naake pe charsi hain

Agla gana hai usi pe

Abhi bhot kuch bacha hain ha!

Venturing outside my comfort zone

Insecurity piling up, won't be shown

I′m not the one fighting for the throne

Venturing outside my comfort zone

Insecurity piling up, won't be shown

I′m not the one fighting for the throne