Killing myself

Someone said the fix is in

Killing myself

Once again, once again

Over easy

Burnt, my mind is overdone

Life's a jigsaw

Why can't I find the missing one

Even though I've felt I've proven what it is I'm worthy of

I can't exist inside the boundaries of the so-called world

of love

Someone rescue my downward virtue

I dropped the ball again

Hands that touch me

Take 'em all away

Patronizing

Will you hear what I say

Fuck your caring

No one knows what's in my heart

Bring it all down

Break it all down to parts

Everytime I have considered why it is I'm even here

Calm collected copasetic, no good reasons why I fear

No one rescue my downward virtue

Even though I've felt I've proven what it is I'm worthy of

I can't exist inside the boundaries of the so-called world

of love

No one rescue, no one rescue

I dropped the ball again

I never felt for you for anyone

I never ate off the same plate

Drop the ball I dropped the ball

I take from you, I rape from you

I kill myself when I think of you

Drop the ball I dropped the ball

I take from you, I break from you

I used to know how to be human

Drop the ball I dropped the ball

I take from you, I hate from you

No one rescue my downward virtue

No one rescue, no one rescue