[Verse 1]

When the stars align

And your fate is near

Do you know who you can turn to

When you're filled with fear

I look into the heavens

And ask my god

Holding back my tears, I ask if it's okay to cry

Want the white picket fence with the red door

If it's the white one, I'ma throw a fit

I mean you work so hard for this life, lord

(?) is just hustling to live

It's a never ending search

For my balance, it's a challenge

But I try to make it work

For a lesson, I ask questions like

[Hook]

When I'm dead and gone

Will I lose everything I remember

Will my guilt be the only thing I'm left of

Did I make my father proud

Tell me, when I'm dead and gone

Will I ever tell her she my real love

Did I ever get rid of the pressure

Did I make my momma proud

Howling at the moon like

I'm just trying to find myself tonight

Alright, okay, howling at the moon like

All I want is Z's in my life tonight, alright, okay

[Verse 2]

I'm thinking too much, R.I.P. to my sanity

Arrivederci, don't mask your lies for a masterpiece

All I got in my pocket is a little bit of love, and a rocketship

It's not much like the tattoo on your wrist

But when I'm dead, I'll miss you and them luscious lips

Take me away

Into another world where the chosen ones

Ain't the only ones

It's a never ending search

For my balance, it's a challenge

But I try to make it work

For a lesson, I ask questions like

[Hook]

When I'm dead and gone

Will I lose everything I remember

Will my guilt be the only thing I'm left of

Did I make my father proud

Tell me, when I'm dead and gone

Will I ever tell her she my real love

Did I ever get rid of the pressure

Did I make my momma proud

Howling at the moon like

I'm just trying to find myself tonight

Alright, okay, howling at the moon like

All I want is Z's in my life tonight, alright, okay

[Bridge]

Livin', livin' in a pack of wolves

I don't know if this is meant to choose