It's been 10 years of investment

It's been one foot in and one out

It's been 4 days of full of shit

and I feel snuffed out

It's been 33 years of restraining

Of Trying to control this tumult

How I did invest in Such fantasy

But my nervous system has worn out

I feel done, I feel raked over Coals

and all that Remains is the case

That it's a bitch to grow up

I've repeated this dance ad-nauseum

There's still something to learn That I've not

I'm of toll to see this as divine perfection

But my bones do not feel this perfection

I feel done, I feel raked over Coals

and all that Remains is the case

That it's a bitch to grow up

I've spent life hovering above bottom

Thinking I can not survive what's below

But I've known through the kicking and screaming

That there was no other direction to go

I feel done, I feel raked over Coals

and all that Remains is the case

That it's a bitch to grow up