You ain′t thuggin this, you ain't thuggin that

But I spent a long time on the run

In my head this, in my head thatCuz I took the wrong line to have fun

Cocaine and OxyContin on the counter

To cope with depression for not having love

Enough in one room to dose all of the people in here

But we still running out of drugs

Took enough this, took enough that

Wasn′t enough I was chasing a high

Forget about this, forget about that

Forget everything we can keep it inside

Tell me you love me and mix it with liquor to ease all the pain from your beautiful lies

And take a few more of whatever they give you

Just wanna be getting lit in the night, yea

I heard the talking surrounded by doubters

And I know who weak by who talking the loudest

If you from the bottom, what's under the bottom?

Look where I been at, and look where you found me

They call me "Nu B" but no I ain't new to this

I got some niggas that′s known to be shooting shit

I ain′t the center they want me to win

Grind on my center and work on my zen (damn)

Fake love

Struggled with keeping my face up

Suddenly famous

Studied my anger

No we ain't taking no pay cut

Somebody told me I′m here for a reason, competing with you never came up

I got a mission, you want the attention

No wonder you're bringing the name up

Took enough this, took enough that

Wasn′t enough I was chasing a high

Forget about this, forget about that

Forget everything we can keep it inside

Tell me you love me and mix it with liquor to ease all the pain from your beautiful lies

And take a few more of whatever they give you

Just wanna be getting lit in the night, yea

You ain't thuggin this, you ain′t thuggin that

But I spent a long time on the run

In my head this, in my head that

Cuz I took the wrong line to have fun

Cocaine and OxyContin on the counter

To cope with depression for not having love

Enough in one room to dose all of the people in here

But we still running out of drugs

You ain't thuggin this, you ain't thuggin that

But I spent a long time on the run

In my head this, in my head that

Cuz I took the wrong line to have fun

Cocaine and OxyContin on the counter

To cope with depression for not having love

Enough in one room to dose all of the people in here

But we still running out of drugs

In a TrackHawk

With my homies we sliding

Ain′t no back talk

When we whip it we wildin

Know I′m leaving my girl at the crib

Baby it could get violent

No the function ain't never lit ′less I pull up with my shawty we riding

My story ain't perfect

Partially numb

Think that my heart is as black as my lungs

Attacking my fear when I rap on these songs

Combated depression

Drown it with drugs

Never show love, no metaphor Nigga

Real been building, neglected my soul

Attaching myself to whatever, whoever

Lost in the world but I′m scared to go home

If she tell me pull up then I might go

Im spinning off Oxy, it feels like a cyclone

Popping pill after pill, think I might choke

Got a noose on my neck, it's a tight rope

Baby that′s how it is

The ones that you hang around won't do you right

Unless you be sliding with them in the night

And even then they only might

Took enough this, took enough that

Wasn't enough I was chasing a high

Forget about this, forget about that

Forget everything we can keep it inside

Tell me you love me and mix it with liquor to ease all the pain from your beautiful lies

And take a few more of whatever they give you

Just wanna be getting lit in the night, yea