Lonely Holiday (OST Gadis Kretek)

I thought it was us
We were so in love 'til you left me in silence
I thought it was you
Filling all my days with a million love songs
I wish it was me
The one you want the most, but I'll never be yours
You wish I was gone
'Cause I'm the one you can't give your everything to

Lonely holiday
You should have been here with me
Lonely holiday
You said goodbye, "I can't stay"
Wish you'd stay

I was left in the dark
Couldn't see the light
Even if I tried hard to (hard to)
I promised you that I'd be okay
You promised you'd never go away

But we ended up lying

Lonely holiday
You should have been here with me
Lonely holiday
You said goodbye, "I can't stay"
Wish you'd stay

Hey, baby
I'm in love with all of you
But you couldn't do the same thing
And it's crazy how our love could never last
But I still dream (I still dream)
About you, baby

Do you miss me too?
Don't you stay up in bed
Wishing I was the one next to you?
Baby, I'm so blue (I'm so blue)
'Cause I'm lonely, I'm lonely
I'm lonely, I'm lonely
I'm lonely, I'm lonely, I'm lonely