idea of love

I don't like the idea of love
Shit keeps beating me, then beats me up
Somehow I feel like I'm never
Never, never
I feel like I'm never enough

Oh, I don't have a problem getting bad bitches
But life's made me rethink what a bad bitch is
Is it the idea of you
Or the idea of us
I'm starting to think that I've ran out of luck
Oh, I'm finding it hard to find people I trust
And my mama always told me I should follow my gut

And I'm only going up

And I don't wanna be stuck
With somebody that I can't make blush
Wanna find me somebody while I'm still in the mud
'Cos shit gon' change once I get me some bucks

Oh baby, I'm scared
You don't really care
Me and Cupid never been friends
But maybe I'm depressed
Maybe I'm a mess
I spend days sitting, thinking bout you in this bed
Do you do the same?
Am I on your brain? Oh baby
I think the player got played

Oh, oh, oh
I don't like the idea of love