Ephemera

I do remember hate that came after ..
Broken heart ..
Sadness that make me so helpless ..
I can fight ..
I can remember how long it least ..
I'm sure it went away so freaking fast ..

Far too many emotions
That taint my soul
Before my faith
And often I drown in the moment
When in the end they all ..
Ephemera..

I do remember laughter that can make ..
My stomach hurt
With happiness that make it all pretty ..

Even a dirt ..

I can remember how long it least ..
I'm pretty sure it went away so fast ..

Far too many emotion
That taint my soul
Before my faith
And often I drown in the moment
Where every path I take feels seem
The only on the right direction ..

So I'm growing old but life doesn't seem as pretty ..
With sometimes life as not endless sea ..
(blue as the sea.. Blue as the sky )
Everywhere I look every were I turn..
Every time I grow and every time I burn
I should not mind to mourn ..
Sometimes it just ..
Ephemera ..